i hate that im being more vulnerable with you.i hate that every word you say affects me so much.i hate that i had opened up with you and yet with you its of no importance.i hate that i thought we both feel the same way and have the same dreams, but then you proved me wrong.i hate that i let my guard down with you, only to be hurt.

for i am still a little girl at heart, always dreaming of flowers, sunshines, weddings, and happily ever afters.

and sadly, i couldnt find it with you.