it was supposed to be a good day to start the week. i have an interview and we were going to spend some time together while doing some errands on the side. but instead, we had a fight. went home early with no amends made.

at home: had a heated discussion again with our new 'border' - my lola. it may sound disrespectful but then again, you dont know her so you dont get to judge me.

a thought just came up. what would i be doing at this exact moment if i were somewhere else? how would this day turn out for me if i were living some place else?

i wish i were somewhere else. i wish im with someone else.i miss you.