expect nothing.

Monday, June 23, 2008

nowhere to go

 

 

..lost

 

 

 

 

 

saberrz @ 11:45 pm | got something to say? |

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

not you

i miss you.

i miss our conversations.i miss our 'singing trip' on the way home after work.i miss 'our' room.i miss our nightly drinking sessions.i miss our phone calls and 'expensive' SMS.i miss our movie and shopping adventures.i miss being with you. i miss being silly with you and just simply hanging out with you. i dont know why. but strangely, i do. maybe because i really felt taken cared of. being loved for. being valued by someone like you. just like what you said, it feels like weve known each other for so long already, and i agree. i dont remember saying my thanks before i left. but i guess, it wouldnt be enough. cliche as it may sound though but, THANK YOU! Youve done nothing but look after me as if i were your own. THANK YOU!

till that day when we see each other again,

baboosh!

saberrz @ 11:37 am | got something to say? |

Monday, May 26, 2008

fly me to the moon

it was supposed to be a good day to start the week. i have an interview and we were going to spend some time together while doing some errands on the side. but instead, we had a fight. went home early with no amends made.

at home: had a heated discussion again with our new 'border' - my lola. it may sound disrespectful but then again, you dont know her so you dont get to judge me.

a thought just came up. what would i be doing at this exact moment if i were somewhere else? how would this day turn out for me if i were living some place else?

i wish i were somewhere else. i wish im with someone else.i miss you.

saberrz @ 05:49 pm | got something to say? |

rainy mondays

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands,
just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead


Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see


They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...


Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need


What u need, what u need...


Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...

saberrz @ 05:41 pm | got something to say? |

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

to answer your question..

we're definitely staying..

for good? for how long? those questions are still not answered.

BUT we're here and we're enjoying every moment of it.

wish us luck!

saberrz @ 04:05 pm | Comment (1) |

Friday, May 16, 2008

what do you do?

what do you do when verything in your life fast forwards, and then pauses and by some magical force someone pressed rewind? and now you're back to square one? what do yo do when all that youve worked for, sacrificed your time with suddenly seems insignificant now? what do you do when all your hard work goes to waste?what do you do when all the things that you have grown with and used to have suddenly got snatched right in front of you? what do you do when you had everything and now, you are as penniless as the beggars on the street?

 

what can you do to have everything back again?  to have everything that you have worked for pay off? to feel that life CAN be fair?

saberrz @ 10:32 pm | got something to say? |

Friday, May 09, 2008

me.

And so they tried  to analyze me through my handwriting..lets see what theyve come up with..

Sab uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Sab does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Sab will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Sab is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

 People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Sab doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

 Sab will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Sab believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

 Sab will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

 Sab has a desire for attention. People around Sab will notice this need. She may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on her own character.

 In reference to Sab's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Sab slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Sab can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

 Sab is capable of seeing far into the future. She plans two, three, even ten years in advance. Sab has high goals and can literally see them being reached. She is very self-confident and has a high self-esteem. Sab will reach whatever level of success she desires.

Sab has the self-concept that is possessed by less than two percent of the population. That two percent contains the most successful people in the world. When a person has a high self-esteem, she frees herself to achieve an unlimited world of success. Sab has achieved this frame of mind. Congratulations. She has the self-confidence to take great risk, thus reaping the rewards. If she does fail, it doesn't break her confidence. She knows she can do it! In retrospect of our research, this trait is one of the most desirable to possess, because it releases the writer to achieve her full potential. We recommend everyone raise their self-esteem to this level.

 Sab has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

 Sab exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although she may not intend to deceive or mislead, she blows things way out of proportion because that is the way she views them. She will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of her material world. Sab allows many people into her life because she is accepting and trusting. She is sometimes called gullible by her friends. That only really means that she trusts too many people. Sab has a vivid imagination.

 

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saberrz @ 09:51 pm | got something to say? |

Saturday, April 26, 2008

back home

it feels good to be back home. i never knew id miss all the things that I used to hate about Manila-- the scorching heat, humid weather, the pollution, the dirty politics, the lack of discipline, the traffic. And now that we're together again, i know everything would be okay. Just like what I promised you, I'd be happy anywhere as long as we're together.

totoo yan.=)

saberrz @ 04:09 pm | got something to say? |

Friday, April 11, 2008

napahiya!

i hate that im being more vulnerable with you.i hate that every word you say affects me so much.i hate that i had opened up with you and yet with you its of no importance.i hate that i thought we both feel the same way and have the same dreams, but then you proved me wrong.i hate that i let my guard down with you, only to be hurt.

for i am still a little girl at heart, always dreaming of flowers, sunshines, weddings, and happily ever afters.

and sadly, i couldnt find it with you.

saberrz @ 12:46 am | Comment (1) |

Monday, April 07, 2008

ass

since you didnt reply to my email. ill just post my next one here. and show everyone how much of an ass you are. im sure you wont have an excuse for this one since this particular email was sent days before your 'move out' and before you lost inernet connection. and since you were also able to snoop on my multiply account, i dont see any reason for the lack of response. no. dont tell me just beacuse we talk on the phone everyday you thought you response wasnt necessary. another one of your lame excuses...wait. i know! maybe you are really a selfish insensitive asshole. yea, that would make sense. i see it now. these things dont matter to you. its of no importance and worthy of your ignorance.

thank you. its all clear to me now.

saberrz @ 11:24 pm | got something to say? |

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